3 more days...

So this weekend Abilene was AMAZING!!! To see blake was the best possible thing for me, we haven't been separated for longer than two weeks since birth until this year and it has been really hard on both of us. So this weekend was refreshing, not to mention the countless number of memories i made with tessa and mary. Friends are great.

Which brings me to design...HAHA staying up till 5 with mary was...hhmm... I actually dont think words could describe it. We ate A LOT, we laughed, we cried, and we laughed until we cried, and also experienced many near death situations (hot glue) lol. Sleep is VERY necessary for me at this point. But Abiliene was SO worth it.

Another note-Abiliene theatre kids are NO, i appreciate the people that make up our department so much more now than i ever have. Ask me more on this topic...I have much to say.

....I'm not going to the wedding anymore... I got a text today that said his parents dont think its a good idea. Thats a shot in the face. His parents mean more to me than anything in the world, the wedding was scheduled so I could be there...and now...he is trying to get to me, he knows how guilty that makes me feel. He also said we need to exchange our stuff...that is unnecessary considering LITERALLY over HALF the things in my room are his, made by him, or have something to do with him...it wasn't supposed to be like this. 

I am glad I have someone that is still willing to be with me even though I have all this baggage. He makes me smile.

ALL THIS to say... i am SO ready for spring break. I feel like we will all get so close and make some incredible memories. I do feel pressure though...like if something goes wrong and people are not having fun its my fault...i know this isent true but its my nature. I AM SO EXCITED though!!! WOO WOO!!! 

Birthday is saturday! do a dance.